So that guy from my gym that I have talked about way to much hasn't come into to my gym in about three weeks, I'm over it. I don't even understand why I'm upset about this cause we weren't even anything. I'm just really annoyed because out of all the older guys that flirt with me and treat me to energy drinks and health bars he was the only one who actually genuinely cared about my well being and actually really seemed interested in me as a person, as opposed to a sex object. If I happen to see him then I see him, I'm not putting my self out there anymore. I finally take myself out of the ring and this great guy pops in into my "life" and bam all this shit happened. Why am I even bitching about this? I've had to much coffee I'm on my fourth cup and I need to end my shift soon. I need a cigarette, I need a lot of things.
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