This whole not being attracted to guys my own age thing is really starting to become a problem. On Tuesday I went to TigerHeat's Recess at Club Eleven, a gay club that I go to from time to time, and the guys there where pretty cute. I was feeling a lot of them but I wasn't really completely attracted to anyone until this guy who was probably in his mid to late thirties came in. He had to be gay cause his shirt was way to tight for him to be straight. I could tell he was very shy and maybe felt a little out of his element at the club cause his mannerism were very reserved and cautious. We made eye contact a couple times and I gave him the "you're cute, I'm into you" look. He seemed into me but I don't think he knew exactly how to approach me. He later just ended up dancing with the friends he came with. I swear right when he walked into the club all my attention and focus was on him and I completely forgot about all the other guys my age. It wasn't even like I wasn't being pursued by other guys, a couple guys gave me the eye and some even approached me and said I was hot. I don't have a problem liking older guys cause at the end of the day age is just a number, but I don't like how it's effecting my day to day view on guys my age. *Ughhh gay boy problems*
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