Long story short I'm really stressed out. I'm in my fourth week of collage and I'm already behind. I'm not getting any sleep, I'm broke and I'm constantly wanting to change myself. I'm so tired of automatically judging and bullying people based on their appearance. High school made me into to this mean and pretentious person and I'm so over the whole petty bully bullshit. I've almost been out of high school for a year. I'm about to be 19, I don't want to be known as the guy that doesn't like people for no reason.
I'm slowly becoming more outgoing and sociable so I'm changing for the better gradually. I'm just so exhausted all the time but I don't like showing it because I always "need" to put up a front. Everything is stressing me out and I just can't handle everything. I just need to slow down, breath and take on things one at a time.
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