Strange Attraction.

Yesterday I went to the California Science Museum which was nice because I haven't been there in ages plus I enjoyed being near the coliseum because it reminded me of all the good memories EDC brought. Anyway once my friends and I made our way inside I headed to the bathroom and noticed this older guy with his daughter. We made eye contact right away and I didn't think anything of it until after I left the bathroom and made intense eye contact with him again. He was real handsome, Latino or Arab, couldn't really tell, probably in his mid to late 30's and his daughter must have been three or four. I don't know what it is but I just have a huge attraction to older guys, probably because of what happened to me as a kid. Anyway my friends and I went to the Creativity Exhibit which was completely outdated, made our way to the Life exhibit which was outdated as well. The newest exhibit was the Ecosystem exhibit which I totally dig so we went there after blowing through the other two exhibits. Right as I made my way inside this dark room with video of the worlds ecosystems being projected on the huge walls of the entrance that dad turned towards me and we practically stopped and looked at each other. During the five minute ecosystem montage we kept checking each other out. My friends and I made our way to all the individual ecosystem exhibits I happened to bump into him again at this interactive island exhibit and was right next to him and his daughter. We kept making more eye contact through the glass between us and I happened to notice that he wasn't wearing a wedding ring. I soon left that exhibit and never saw him again. I keep thinking about him and wondering why the fuck I didn't say anything? My biggest mistake was when we were next to each other at the interactive exhibit, his daughter dropped her toy and I neglected to pick it up. What I should have done was pick it up for her which would have given me an excuse to say something to him. But of course I'm to much of a fucking coward to put myself out there. I need to wrap this up because my frustration in myself is making me tired. I really need to stop being such an introvert and put myself out there even if I have to take baby steps.