New Blog: Supernovaboi, The Fashion Blog!

Hey guys! So I know I've been m.i.a, but what else is new? I'm back with a brand new and revamped fashion blog! This is actually a blog I will be frequently posting on. I already have about 6 post so feel free to follow and check it out~! http://supernovaboi.blogspot.com/

Is it spring yet?

       So its been like a month since I've last been on here, I know I know! 'Zane find a good blogging schedule!' I'm trying I swear! Anyways schools been good, Monday starts the fifth week! I've been applying at retail stores because I want to get back into the fashion world. I've been designing a lot in my graphic design class and I'm in the process of launching my own clothing line, Novaboi Apparel. Abbas and I are still dating but I'm starting to loose interest in the relationship. He treats me right don't get me wrong but he's somewhat controlling and very stubborn plus he isn't out to anyone so I'm his like secret love boy or something. I mean I haven't come out to my folks but I'm basically 90% out of the closet. He doesn't kiss me or hold my hand in public the only time we were open and public with out relationship is when we went to palm springs for valentines day weekend, which is were I met Amanda Lepore! It was fun, we held hands, dined, kissed, made out in the jacuzzi, and the sex my god the sex I'm out of breath just reminiscing. BUT there are to many cons than there are pros so I'm considering the possibility of leaving him. Oh wait! PLUS he says he doesn't trust me and he always telling me to be good, that shit INFURIATES me, because I have never done anything to make him not trust me. So its whatever at the moment, we had really good make up morning sex so that will get me through the day. I'm going clubbing tonight with my new friend Brendon, he's gay and there's like slight flirtatious tension between us so I haven't been clubbing with him so it will be interesting. Alcohol, bass, and a cute boy might make an interesting next blog entry. Don't look at me like that, I'm in an open relationship which, means I get all the side line hoes I want, even though I kinda like this Brendon kid.

New year, new me!

So it's 2013! We survived that bullshit of the apocalypse but it's chill.  New year, new me blah blah blah! Its basically a flashback to last year, I start school like next week or the week after. English blah, math blah,  and intro to graphic design ohh la la! I'm no longer on the K-Pop collab channel RainbowSeoul, unfortunately we all have decided to go our separate ways, but we're all still friends! I kinda already have a lot on my plate with both my youtube channels, tumblrs, K-Popped Awards, and now Street Chic, my new street fashion blog. PLUS I'm kinda seeing this guy, OH YEAH! Remeber that one guy who always came into my gym that I seemed to blog about way to much? Well I've kinda been seeing him for the past three weeks, I know! How could I have left that out?! It's chill. He lives like 10 minutes away from me and he loves to go on weekend to trips to Palm Springs, Santa Barbara, or San Diego. He wants to take me on one soon~! I thought that I was feeling him more than he was feeling me but this past week I have been sick and just last night he texted me 'I miss u' I know, I know he put 'u' instead of 'you' BUT he's like 40 years older than me and older people always try to be hip. Anywho there's a 40 year age difference, he has a neice, nephew, and two kids that are like a year or two older than me. BUT HE'S MY HEIGHT AND IRANIAN! Plus! He's also a great cook and he knows how to please and satisfy me in more ways than one. WELL I'm going to head out now before this blog post turns in a raunchy direction! Catch ya on the flip side!

OH and one more thing! His name is Abbas and on our first date after he saw all the scars on my arm he asked me about them. I told him the same old thing, I was young, stupid, unhappy, blah blah blah. He stroked them and said "Be yourself, be happy, and fuck the rest." We  MAY have a winner~

http://streetchicla.blogspot.com/

Ulcer. Ulcer. Ulcer.

Yup you guessed it, I have a stomach ulcer! I wonderful hole in my gastroblahblahblah track. Nothing to hectic, just have to cut out dairy from my diet and stop smoking. HA. That won't happen, in fact I'm going to have smoke right after this. Of course I can't have dairy when my house is stocked up of milk, butter, cheese and ice cream. Yeah fuck my life right? Oh please I have it easy I shouldn't be complaining. I need to rest but how can I rest when every night for the past 4 or 5 days I have woken up to a burning and gnawing pain in my abdomen. OW. OW. OW. Yup there it is, jolting pain that last for almost a half hour straight. Tomorrow I plan on going anti ulcer food shopping, which means lots of citric fruit and tasties full of antacids and antioxidants! Alright I shall bid you adios~

The Bitch is Back!

Well, well, well, the summer is over and I'm back from my little hiatus of trying to find myself. JUST KIDDING. That's something that I'm still trying to find and discover. ANYWAY. I'm back and I realized that we last left off discussing something about me and worms and dmt, blah, blah, blahhhhh. I'm not going to go into play by play details about my summer, so I will try and speed this up. Continued making YouTube videos, continued working, did acid for July 4th, my best friend visited for three weeks from Virginia, went to rave and popped some pills, dropped some more acid, camped in Kernville, had my YouTube anniversary, my two year k-pop anniversary, camped in Santa Barbara and all the while doing all these fun and wonderful things I missed registration for school so I couldn't get any classes. LUCKY FUCKING ME, but it was all my own fault so I have come to terms with it. ANYWAY. I'm working and trying to find a second job to fill the empty space but, next thing I'll know is that it will be February and spring semester will start so who knows if I want a second job. I'm going to an open interview at 3rd street tomorrow so we will see what will become of it. I'm going to actually try and blog a lot more often that I have recently. I'll discuss the long and bumpy road to finding myself and being a struggling youtuber blahh, blahh, blahhh. I'm tired of having "fun" I want to start figuring my life out, I know, I know I'm only 19 but try telling me that...

Worms in the Carpet.

Today I did dmt which is a psychedelic drug. You experience it's effects twice in life naturally, when you're born and when you die. It only last about 5 minutes but depending on the dosage you take you can either have a total loss of connection to conventional reality or a relaxing yet strangely hectic trip. The first time I did it I felt like I was melting into my jacket. Today was the second time did it. I took in a higher dosage and began to see the carpet pulsate and worms beginning to crawl out through the minuscule cracks. I still felt like I was slightly melting and my pillow's pattern morphed into a maze and began to move with the ambient music that was playing. My friend snapped a picture as I was coming to, it was a strange and enjoyable experience to say the least.

Surprise. Surprise.

So on Sunday I had my regular work hours and guess who decides to come in and work out after being M.I.A for more than a month, yupp that guy! We'll just call him Alex. Of course like always I got completely nervous and totally forgot to say what I planned to say which was, "long to no see, I was starting to miss you" but noo I had to get nervous and loose my thoughts. He noticed my hair cut and asked why I cut it all off. I told him I was getting tired of it and then he joked and said something like "You look like a good boy now, gonna get good grades?" We both laughed and then he went to work out. I won't know anything until next week cause he doesn't come in on Fridays, so we will see.